I’ve been dealing with this issue for the past couple weeks now. First, it was the state of shock and disbelieve. All the thoughts flowing out of no where and the feeling of guilt. I blame myself for not reaching out as often. People often said sometime it takes death to bring everyone together.
It is been tough trying to get back to daily life and trying to move on. I often find myself sitting there thinking about that person, the time we shared and all those memories.